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The child in me fell in love with the hyung, my only light. But that very same light let me into darkness. I could not keep my hands off him, even when I was angry with him. I loved for 14 long years. “Why won’t you use me? Why don’t you need me? Why do you keep driving me insane, hyung? “What are these trifles? Let’s not waste time on such nonsense.” The past childhood memories and my real self were revived after such reconciliation. But I kept repelling them as much as possible while drawing myself towards the freedom of unlimited satisfaction of my desires at the same time.